Friday, February 24, 2012

My life,

Buying a million books on my Kindle but not starting on even one, going to the record store to browse through records that are way too expensive for me to afford, collecting movie and band posters for my room, collecting hippie buttons for no reason just to add it to my stash of hippie buttons, playing Call of Duty: Black Ops not sober, thinking about zombies when I go to bed, dreaming about zombies while I'm sleeping, daydreaming about zombies when I'm awake.

What is my life? Well, my life is great.

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

Truth is

I'm not the sappy, hopeless romantic girl I used to be. If you knew me now or have just met me, you wouldn't think that I knew what love is/was. You wouldn't think that I get my heart broken, you wouldn't think that I care or knew how to be affectionate. But you're completely wrong. I was that girl, I used to be that girl, but of course things happen and you change. You build walls to keep people out, instead of bridges to let them in.

Monday, February 13, 2012

“I guess I could be pretty pissed off about what happened to me. But it’s hard to stay mad when there’s so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I’m seeing it all at once and it’s too much. My heart fills up like a balloon that’s about to burst. And then I remember to relax, and not try to hold on to it. And then it flows through me like rain. And I can’t feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life.”

Tuesday, February 7, 2012

Somebody that I used to know,



Saturday, February 4, 2012

Changes,

Whenever I tell people I don't like eating meat, 95% (true fact) of their response is,"Why? Are you allergic...?" No...not liking it is a choice. I'm considering becoming a pescetarian again. I've done it for 3-4 years before, but started eating meat again because my hair stopped growing and I myself, also stopped growing. Now that I'm older I know that there are things I could substitute to get the same amount of protein and iron =) At the time, I didn't really get the support I needed to follow through in the long-run considering that I was always underweight and was constantly lectured by my mom about how important meat is. Also, from almost every single person that I encounter, was friends with, and my relatives. I don't like meat because I've never been fond of the taste, even as a kid, so I've always eaten everything but meat. One of the main reasons I chose to follow through even more with becoming a pescetarian/vegetarian at the time was because my love for animals, which is a very big part of why I don't want to eat animals anymore. I really am so used to eating seafood so I can't find myself giving it up completely, but maybe I can really do this.





Of course I know about the "circle of life," I know that our bodies need protein, I know that just because I'm not eating a piece of steak doesn't mean that another cow's life is spared. I know, I know, I know. But this a choice that I feel is right for me.

JenniferAnne xx