And it was like my heart was breaking,

and I knew it was happening...but I just didn't know why.

I am consistently inconsistent.

One day I can like you.

The next, I can honestly care less.

It doesn’t bother me really. I learn to not become attach to people, I learn to not have such high expectations when it comes to relationships, friendships, etc. Yeah, it’s the whole cliché ‘if you never expect anything, you’ll never be disappointed’ ordeal. I really just go with the flow and whatever happens happens. I’m not going to get worked up and argue, or be upset, I’m just going to stop caring. That’s how I’ve always been and that’s how I will always be. If one day I wake up and just feel like leaving and not being there anymore…all I can say is I have a change of heart. It’s not fair, but we’re not talking about fairness here. We’re talking about being true to our feelings. If we don’t want to stay, if we just stop feeling something, we can’t force ourselves to nor should we ever just settle for less because our mind says so.

I never allow myself to need anybody. Ever.

“If you carry your childhood with you, you never become older.”

I feel as if Summer is basically everyday for me. I mean, its never been any different. I never allow schedules and priorities to get in the way of me doing things that I like and enjoy. I feel as if everyone should always do what they like, just because they deserve it, and you feel more at eased when you're able to do your work and have fun at the same time. I do believe in working hard now and playing harder later, like why can't you just have your cake and eat it too? I guess it's also because I don't have an ultimate strict schedule like most that forces me to stray away from doing things I enjoy, and for that, I love my life. Ha ha.

Johnson and I have been annual passholders for merely a year now, and will be two years soon! :') Best investment ever. The thing about me is that I can be pretty old fashion. I love almost everything from my childhood and I try to keep it alive as much as possible. No matter how much older I get. Cinderella is still my favorite Disney princess, although, I'm not the princess type. I still adore 101 and 102 Dalmatians more than ever, and every time I go to Disneyland I just feel so at home. I thank my dad and mom for that, for taking us to Disneyland at such an early age and filling our cabinet with Disney classic movies. The Little Mermaid ride just came out and I'm more egggcited than ever to go on it! I'm really taking advantage of having a pass, and I've been going at least two times a week with friends, and Johnson =)

Catching up with old friends is always the best too. There are certain friends where you haven't seen them in years, but you can pick up where you left off and nothing has changed. I value those friendships the most. Life has been so good to me. I'm blessed with the very best.

Happy birthday to the beautiful Marilyn Monroe,

She is my idol, my inspiration, everything I've always wanted to be since I was a little girl. When I think about what she has accomplished, I just want to be exactly like her. She is sexy, confident, empowering and independent and one day, I'm going to have the world at my feet just like she did. Rest in peace.