Annoyed.

I don't know, I hate that everything I want to do with you, you rather do it with others. Can I not have you to myself or what? I'm just annoyed because I have a great mind, I have great ideas, but you don't come to me just because I see things differently. I feel as if you'll get far in life with what you want to do, but I don't see myself in the picture. I see myself far in life, but without you. I've been fighting myself for the longest time thinking to myself that later in life, we won't even know each other anymore. The reasons why we fell in love won't hold up in the future. I want to be a well-known journalist, you want to become something that doesn't include me in your life. I don't want you to stop doing what you love because of me, I don't want to stop chasing my dreams either. I just really hate how you think I'm not supportive of you just because I tell you to think before you act, just because I tell you that you can't because truth is you can't. I'm just trying to make you see the truth and let you understand shit isn't easy ya'know. I was never not supportive of you, I was always supportive with whatever you chose to do with your life. Who your friends are, what you do in school, who you talk to, how you want to spend your time. But what about me? Do you support me and let me know that what I want, I'll get. Do you tell me if I keep working hard enough I'll get where I want to be? Instead of calling me stupid and saying sure sure, why don't you actually believe in me? Why don't you include me in your life, why don't you just let me know I exist in your life instead of just letting me think I'm only here with you for past times. We've been so good lately, but sometimes I'm so damn insecure even though I don't want to be. But I'm driven away most of the times because everything nowadays is about money, you, shoes and money some more. Why can't you just be happy with me? Why can't you just accept that we can't get what we want. When are you ever going to worry and ask me, what do I want? I want you to tell me your ideas, how you feel, and I'm sorry if you feel like I don't believe you when i say things but I care about you a lot. I care about your future, whether I'm in it or not. I always want the best for you.