Probably better when we're older.

I've realized, Kevin and I don't have that much pictures together. I really like taking pictures because it captures the moments we can't even put in words, it's like my life is being documented. One thing I love about pictures is that even though the people in it has change, the pictures still remain the same. I am hoping to get a new cute camera so that I can take pictures of every little thing in my life. And it'll be exactly like documenting it. I rather have Poloroids though which I am looking everywhere for since they discontinued selling them.

I read in Cosmopolitan that if you feel you can do better, you feel more entitled to stray. In other words, if you feel like you can do better than the person you're currently with, you'll feel like you should be given permission to cheat. That's interesting though, what's even more interesting is how cheating seems so casual to a lot of people like it's nothing nowadays. I for one, think it's dishonest and unfaithful to cheat and it's the most ugliest and hurtful thing you can do to someone. I don't get the point of cheating or infedility because why don't you just break up with them if you're going to be with someone else?

Moving on to a different subject, I watched Bolt yesterday with my dog and it's such a cute movie. Too bad Miley Cyrus' voice isn't too appealing to hear. To be honest, I love my dog a lot and most of you probably knows that by now. Everyone thinks I spend either too much money or too much time on my dog but why wouldn't I? That's my baby. If I would to ever lose my Chocolate Chip, my heart would just break and never heal. A dog is a WOmens best friend and surprisingly, they make you feel so happy. Of course you'll get mad when they miss the pee pad, constantly hump your leg and pee on your new bed sheets but you love them because they love you. They love your company and make you feel good because it's like they really do appreciate you and when you get home or having a rough day they're there. I can't wait to get more dogs! =) I saw a puppy Saint Bernard and now I want one of those beast, they're so adorable and chubby. I still want a Pit Bull and a japanese Husky, but for now I'm waiting for Chocolate to mate and have puppies =)

Wow I just realized I wrote a whole paragraph about my dog. Anyway, I woke up yesterday and heard my sister on the phone with my dad. We haven't seen him for three years, and I know in most cases people would be mad at their dads for leaving but for me, I got over that quickly a year after he left. Plus it was 7 years ago, you can't hold onto to things like that especially when it comes to family. I mean, he will always be my dad. I love him, that is my main man right there and no matter what mistakes he have made in the past, I will always love him. People wouldn't believe how unbelievably close my dad and I was. I know it'll be weird for him to come back, I don't know what's going to happen with him and my mom, but I'm just glad I'll be seeing him.


Well, Kevin's snowboarding right now and I can't sleep. I really miss him, I feel as if sometimes we can only get so good but not any better. Maybe when we're older.