brightside,

Today is one year since Phoenix has passed away. His thing was at 12, a lot of people came. We all prayed, and I got to talk to Paulene and everyone. Honestly, even though it has been a year already, it still hurts the fact that he's not here. I kept feeling as if my heart was going to fall out of my butt, I just couldn't help but to feel so uneasy inside. I know he's in a better place though and that he's watching over me, I just hope he's happy up there. Love you, Phoenix<3 fun =")" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-style: italic;">"but he chose me." I'm the one he's with, I'm the one he puts up with because he loves me, I'm the one he introduces to all of his family and make me feel comfortable, I'm the one he cares about. And for me, right now, I know that I'm the one for him.

I'll be working next week, I remember wanting to work right away but now I am anxious and nervous at the same time. I hope it goes really well. Here's the flyer that took me 3 almost 4 days to officially finish. I didn't have all the info and everything so it took me awhile. It looks really indie and conservative coffee-house-ish but I really like it.You guys should go, trust me, it is good and there are also different variety of food. Plus, if you don't like it at least you don't have to go ever again =)

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Kevin's mom's birthday.

She was trying to make a speech, she's so cute =)Kevin's mom, Jennifer and I. Love them<333 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhsWzM6BkbQeWxVQPfsjKJILgtkhFCTm1k0NyC7UXezTH1luyAA6eC0YvzRTYJIrmCfCfJloanGP3R2b7m3iOVXDzCfGbrHp4PaMLSngfZs61UX47AJyVH936uqmSFyHZruxekIZJo3HjY/s1600-h/phoenixs+004.jpg">Paulene and I<3>

the boys whom I truly missed!