smile,

"If you can make a girl smile, you can make her do anything."
-Marilyn Monroe.

Besides being completely in love with Marilyn Monroe, I absolutely adore her. She's so inspirational and amazing =)

I believe that when you're mad, upset, sad, whatever it is, and someone tries or even attempts to make you smile, they already got your heart. It sounds so cliche but everyone just loves that feeling ya'know? It's sort of like a remedy that makes everything bad not so terrible afterall because you just forget why you were even upset in the first place.

I admit I've been feeling a bit vulnerable lately, and that's a terrible state I am not used to being in. At least since a very long time now. I've been so happy but I do have my days where it can't always be blissful. Sometimes things do get the best of me. As much as I try not to let it, I'm only one person and I can only handle so much. It's really nothing new to me though, because I've dealt with so many situations before that I can easily deal with it without hesitation. Just lately...I really don't know what has gotten into me. I feel like my mentality just isn't the same anymore. I feel so lost, like, not even the confuse kind of lost. Like I'm literally lost. I don't think I'm making any sense really. I'm always trying to be considerate about everything that I feel as if I'm scared to feel a certain way, or say something I really need to say. To actually take any risks. I'm the kind of person who seizes the day, I do as I please, I do what makes me happy, what's fun, what does scare me but I take a chance on it anyway. I'm just in a nutshell lately. I just feel as if while the world is moving around me, my feet is buried deep into the surface of the Earth and I'm stuck. It's not necessarily a bad thing to me, I don't feel as if it's mediocre enough to be bothered by, I just need to breathe sometimes.

Recent thoughts as of lately:
-I really, really, realllllly want to go on a vacation.
-With all the time in the world I'm always at home reading.
-San Fran, I miss you and your gloomy cold weather.
-I want to dye my hair again. I'm always changing the way I look, I love change, I crave it, it makes everything so much more exciting.
-I need to eat/sleep more.
-I really want my tattoo and I can actually get it, but a tattoo is really important to me so I really want to put more time and thought into it.
-I keep closing my piercings =(
-I haven't had a hamburger/cheeseburger for 3 months almost 4.
-I really miss being a vegetarian.
-Taking Back Sunday's old songs are better than their new ones.
-Having a really good old song play on the radio melts my heart.
-The Postal Service are the best, hands down.
-I want to play Halo 3.
-I can't wait to watch UP.
-Ohana time always makes me happy. Can't get enough of them.
-Yay for Taco Sundays at my house! =)
-You make me happy...most of the time.
-Okay, I lied. Almost all the time only because you're crazy.