kill them with kindness.

--- I was attempting to reformat my computer so I had to go through all of my folders and I came upon so much pictures of Kevin and I. It's really amazing how much we grew, together, and individually. Two Summer's ago I was only 14 and he was 15, that's when we started dating. That's when I got so close to his family, I never felt so comfortable around so much people who aren't my family or friends, they're so amazing. We seriously went all around the world together. From camping to snowboarding, just everywhere. I miss those days where we would do anything to see each other. Bussing, walking, you name it. I even remember this one time I got into a fight with Kim so Kevin skated to my house at 4 in the morning to pick me up so I could sleepover. And this one time I was mad at Kevin and I was sick at the same time, and he skated from his grandma's house to my house and that's the first time he said he loved me =) Another year later, we were exactly like a married couple. But sometimes, in the end things don't work out. It sucks how we don't talk anymore, he's like my best friend. Now, when I think of him, I think to myself, who is he? I don't even know that person anymore. But I know, no matter what, deep down he's the same person I fell in love with, as much as I want to hate him, I can't. With all the bullshit and things we ever went through, we came out so much stronger. And I love him for that. And although we both are going our separate ways and everything has change, I will never want to forget about him. I can stop trying to be in his life and he can care less, but it doesn't make me appreciate him less because I will always cherish what we had. Corny as hell but I don't care, ha ha ha. On the real, this is me being honest.

"When you love someone, the best thing to do is just let them go."