Sunday, June 14, 2009

“ No matter how powerful and real your feelings may be for someone, if that person cannot fully and honestly return them, and love you, they don’t mean anything. You love him, you’re willing to wait for him, but he’s a man who should 100% be available to call, see you, and most of all fall madly in love with you. So don’t worry 'cause sometimes the guy realizes he’s made the biggest mistake of his life, and sometimes not, but either way your job is to move on with your amazing life. Cut it loose, and let him miss you. "

Everyone always wonder how can I be okay with things, especially after it's over, and truth is...I learn to accept things as they are and move on with my life. It doesn't mean it doesn't hurt but the best part about it all is that you won't ever allow yourself to go through or feel that way again. I know the hardest part about time is that it actually takes time but we choose how fast we recover and how long we want to be hurt. People always say, "time will tell,"but to me, time changes nothing. It's us-we change things ourselves.

I may humiliate myself, hurt myself, put myself out there to the world, but at least I go for what I want and don't stop until I get it. I mean, how do you know if it's a good thing or not until you try it? I try my best everyday, I do what I'm capable of, to my own potential and that's all I can ever give. I will never give up hope, and I don't think I will ever lose hope in myself. Sometimes, all you need is to have faith in yourself and know that you're going to be okay if you allow yourself to be happy.

It's weird because my life feels so perfect right now...I don't want to jinx it, but everything's great. I guess it's because I'm in the Summer mood and I don't want to care about unnecessary things so I'm just having fun and really appreciating everything more and more. I love everything right now<3

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