Thursday, August 13, 2009

there's always two sides,

Before you start pointing fingers and telling someone I'm "scandalous," take a look at yourself. I will never judge another person or call them names so I appreciate it if you don't put a label on me. You don't have anything else against me so you say stuff like that about me. I really do have more class than most girls around here. I know that for a fact. I'm far from what's considered scandalous. I know my worth, I know myself as a person and it's not even like I go around flirting with guys or try to talk to them. All my guys are all my close friends that I chill with, some are like my brothers, I'm my own person. Really, I shouldn't need to explain myself because you're not even worth for me to even talk to but I'm setting the record straight. Yeah, I'm blogging about it but I know it's because you read my blogs. I don't care what people say about me, honestly I can really say I don't care because there are rumors, there are truths, there are opinions and perspectives. They're all just from another person, but I know who I am, I know what I am, what I'm not. I really am a great person, I know it. Even if sometimes I make mistakes or I have my flaws but all in all, I'm a great person and really, I never said anything bad about you since we ended to anyone. But like I said, it's your opinion. Your perspective, what you say, feel, think is how YOU feel. I'm not here to prove everyone wrong, I just know who I am. Sticks and stones can break my bones but words can't do shit to me.

I think it's ridiculous when people lie to me just so I can fight their battles for them. They make up all of these absurd stories for me to hate someone they hate because they can't own up to their words. There's a fine line from being completely fake, talking sh*t, and being completely disrespectful. I AM NONE OF THE ABOVE AND I CAN SAY THAT STRAIGHT UP FROM THE GET-GO. I have respect for everyone, even if I don't know them, even if I do know them, even if they don't like me and I don't like them. I won't ever run my mouth about someone because that's complete disrespect. That's why I don't run with that many girls because they talk too much. I believe that everything does happen for a reason. Made some amends and cleared things up yesterday. Gladly though, I don't mean no disrespect towards anyone, and like I said there's always two sides to every story. I'm glad I can let go of friendships that isn't worth my time because in the end, I only truly appreciate those that are real to me and are there for me 'til the very end.

Yesterday night was so fun, it was adventure adventure and nonstop adventure. I hope Sonic had fun though for his birthday =) I totallllly own at King's Cup, that's like my game! We got Sonic really good and I guess he kept tripping out because we all kept making fun of him. I had so much fun with everyone and when I look at it, Summer's coming to an end for everyone but it's all good. I'm making the best of it. The view in Laguna Beach is so nice at 6 AM, I want to just go there everyday until the sun rises =)

My summer loves is: off the shoulder shirts, racerback tanks (I can never get enough. I have always loved it, I can wear it in the Summer, Winter, Spring, whatever!) Joe's Italian Ice, late nights to Seaside, talks that last for hours, the company of my friends and ohana<3

Playtime with my twinnn right now =) peaceasssy.

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