Where everything is just within your reach, and it feels so real, and it's all happening yet you cannot full grasp reality? Yeah, that's how I'm feeling right now.
This is the moment where I realized, this is something that I've always wanted to do for the rest of my life. That now, at this moment and time, is the only time that matters. It's like my whole entire life build up just for this, like I am meant for this and nothing else. I have never been more sure of myself and my future. I know that it's a risk, but it's definitely a risk worth taking. It may not ever happen for me, but I'm going to keep hoping and having faith that it will.
The future awaits and I'm taking it one day at a time and I seriously cannot wait for what is to come. I don't think I've ever been so dedicated, whole-heartedly into something before. I've never been so passionate about something that I have changed from being a regular nineteen year old to a mature adult in one week. Literally. I'm not even exaggerating. I let go of my bad habits and didn't carry it around with me. And honestly, I've never been more sure and more happier with myself. I've been stressing a lot because this is something completely new. I really jumped into this with both feet without even thinking twice. I really am scared. I'm scared it might not happen for me, I'm scared that I'll fail, I'm just scared in general. But I won't stop, I won't ever stop until I get to where I want to be and be the person I am meant to be.
Have faith, always<3
Saturday, December 17, 2011
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:) this is a nice place to be, congratulations! There is not much else to say, the rest is on it's way.
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