Happiness in all different shapes and forms,

It has always dawned on me whether or not I was a good person. Or further more of the question, am I good enough? Of course everyone at one point of another felt as if they were not good enough. I've always believed that you should try your best to your ability and full potential, but I often times find myself so lazy and inadequate with my goals, and basically changes that I want in my life that I fall short. I have also always believed that you should be the change you wish to see in the world. Yet, I never push myself to the limit and my fullest potential.

You see, I'm more of a free spirit. Not the 'I-don't-give-a-rat's-ass' type, just more of a 'I-do-what-makes-me-truly-happy' type. A lot of people always wonder, or see me as the happy-go-crazy kind of girl and the thing is, I enjoy being nutty, I enjoy being weird, I enjoy being me. But sometimes I wonder, is being me enough? Is being happy and carefree enough? I'm not saying I disregard my responsibilities. What I'm trying to figure out is, is it wrong to be happy just being? If that makes any sense. What if it doesn't make sense but it makes you happy? I guess you can also say there's a borderline of doing what's right, what's wrong, and what makes you happy. What if you're happy but you didn't reach your full potential? Should you just let everything go and just be happy or still go forth and do everything you're still supposed to do?

I love just simply being, I love not knowing sometimes. I'm not saying that I don't have any plans for myself, because I do, I have big plans for myself. I just wonder sometimes if there is anything wrong or if it's possible simply doing nothing, being nothing, having nothing, and still be happy.


JenniferAnne xx