kill them with kindness.

It's weird how when we're not actually together, we're still together..I somewhat like this.

The thing about good movies is that everytime you watch it more and more, you find something else that is meaningful and relates to your life. Oh how I was so happy while I was watching The Notebook. And I'm not a big fan of chick flicks either.

So I keep hesitating on trusting you because your intentions as a friend is good but other than that, you're just a big two-face. For a guy too! I mean I know someones fake when I see them and I'm still so surprise people can be completely fake towards someone. Not just to me but to people they have talked about. Maybe that's why I don't socialize with a lot of people because I don't buy their bullshit. Pardon my french but it's true. It's not that hard to just be nice, you don't have to be fake to be nice. And just because I have a strong opinion or don't kiss people's ass like everyone else, doesn't make me a bitch. I mean you can consider it like that just because I'm the only one that can see right through you and not be blind like most others. I don't care, at least I'm honest and have the courtesy to be upfront about it. That's good enough for me.


I do find it ridiculous though when people explain themselves to others. I mean, it's your life. Why keep living up to other people's expectations for? Seriously. Why should you explain and make people understand your motives, perspective, and intentions? That's not living for yourself at all because you're obliged to do what you do because you need affirmation from others. Even if you have done wrong to me, I don't need your explanations. If it's something you believe in then go with yourself, if it isn't, all you need to do is apologize. No explanations needed, and this isn't directed to anyone at all. Just a thought people should reconsider.

Anyway, Thanksgiving is coming up this week. I am completely thankful and might I include blessed, for everything in my life. Physically and mentally, and everyone in it.