Changes.

I admit, I am harsh on you. The things I say, I'm inconsiderate of only because I feel like I don't even care about you. You were my close friend, you were the person I was so close to, and for me, the more blunt I am towards you, the more I see to myself how you just threw away our friendship. It's so hard for me to act like I don't care about you, trust me I don't want to hurt you. But it's true, you basically replaced me with everyone else who's convenient enough to be there for you. We live about 2 miles away but it feels like we live in seperate countries. I mean honestly, I miss you so much but you don't even show effort or that you care for our friendship. You say all of these things, but come to think of it, you're not that smart to figure all of this out anyway. I want things to go back to normal, I want to not hate you, but it's your guts I can't stand how you suck up to everyone and say stuff about them at the same time. I don't know, I'm tired of going through the same situations with you all the time. I don't really care as much anymore, as hard as it is to hear, I haven't really been caring about you.

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