can't bend what's already broken.

Yesterday at night I was on the phone with vinh and we were talking for an hour and something. He was a bit buzz but like they always say, a drunken mind speaks sober thoughts. Anyway, so my blog that I wrote yesterday but just privated got sent to him on accident, and he thought it was him so while being buzzed he flipped out and started apologizing. After I cleared things up to him I told him it wasn't for him, but then I got into the subject of other stuff that bothered me as well. I'm really glad that he appreciates our friendship a lot because he made me realize, I already have the best of friends. And I don't need friends who don't put/make effort for me or half-ass their way through out everything. I'm really, really glad to know I don't have to put up with these things. That by me always being the bigger person, I have to just move on and stop trying to fix everything. Not all friendships are meant to be mended and that's true, maybe that's the reason why I don't care about a lot of people. That's probably why I hangout with different groups of people because they're the ones who are actually down for me, whenever, wherever. 2008 was the silver-lining of my life so far, whether it went terribly wrong or completely right, I've never been more grateful.

Miss you Phoenix, always.