Monday, January 5, 2009

" Passion can be so overrated. Everyone looks for it so much they forget all of the other good stuff and eventually it'll die out.

My mommma bought me fat noodles when she went out to eat with her friend, she knows me too well =) But she keeps ignoring me while she's playing Super Mario Bros. :(!

So I've been losing my passion for writing. I think it's because I want to put that passion into something else. Back then I used to write a lot because in a way, I had a lot of internal problems that I didn't know how to deal with so I just kept writing. That got me into writing about life, philosophy, things most people my age don't know how to cope or understand. I was always the wise one. Now, it's like I don't have anything to write for..yes write for, I don't mean something to write about. I know for me, writing will take me so far in life, I want to be a serious journalist and I will become that in the future. But what if all of that passion and writing and having something to write for all dies out by then? What will I do..where will that passion go. Other than writing, dancing is one of my other sets of interest. I can dance until I cramp up and still not care what is going on around me. It's just me and dancing. Exactly like writing, when it all comes down to it, it's the only existent thing in my world. Another thing I'm also afraid to lose passion for is love, I want to remain always passionate when it comes to love.


Whatever all the other good stuff is, I hope it doesn't ever take me away from what I love most.

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