kill them with kindness.

Like I stated in my previous blog, my loss of passion in writing. I assume it's also because I am in such a good place in life right now that nothing can really bring me down. I wish I wrote more not for the fact I'm bothered, but that was always the case. Currently I am just bothered because I don't always have much to say, or I rather keep everything to myself. You know those moments where you're so frustrated and had it up to here about your everyday life, you just couldn't allow yourself to be happy? Well I can say approximately 3 years ago that was always my case. That brought me to writing, to express, to mention my deepest concerns and to fully cope with it so people could understand and for them to learn from my experiences. I still believe I write for the same reasons, maybe not with the whole adolescent phase but as a philosophy of life. I wish I could understand more about the world but I have yet more to learn about myself and my surroundings. I can't wait..

Don't;
Please don't act like you know me or know my life. I know people judge me for the way I look, and that's how it always is or possibly always will be. As much as I don't care, I always feel misunderstood. As if I have more to offer than meets the eye but people don't look at me when I'm at my best. They will always look for my flaws to just bring me down. I try to remain positive the majority of the time when I know people are judging me with their eyes. But I'm telling you, I will always prove you wrong. Don't be scared or intimidated by me, I always try to have the best of intentions and even if I disagree with many people I'm just like everybody else, trying to find my peace of mind and my pursuit of happiness.

---I think it's crazy that you love me because I'm crazy<3 style="font-size:100%;">

♥ PeacEassssy JenniferAnne.