Like a blur.

I like being small, now that I think about it. My legs are just really long.

Tran's 21st birthday on Saturday, I ended up fine for the night =) I love his family, I don't know it's just that security space where you know them each individually and they accept you for who you are and you always find yourself having fun around them.

Kevin and I are currently getting better. We both assume it's because we don't go out to places often like we used to back then that's why it's harder for us to actually have things to enjoy together. Like I said, I won't ever give up on people I love. Unless I think it's best, and it's just simply growing up. We spent the Super Bowl together, STEELERS HANDS DOWN. Sadly though this year's Super Bowl isn't as exciting as the years before. Ate then watched Tool Academy, I personally think that show is cute and it really teaches you a lot about relationships and make you analyze your own. I don't care, I like it =)

I think for me, I take everything as a lesson or I take my everyday surroundings and things I do and apply it to better the future.

After Kevin fell asleep, I fell asleep a short while after while waiting for my mom to pick me up and I kept waking up numerous times. I feel as if whenever it's time for people to normally sleep, I just take naps. So it's as if I nap and wake up feeling as if everything's a blur. Like nothing even happened or how I got there...

Kevin and I are planning not to go to Winter Formal. It's not official yet but we don't know. I guess you can say,"We got bigger fish to fry." We'll be working, we'll get the chance to do bigger and better things. I believe that there's no such thing as missing out because you can always make it up and if it's something important or pretty big, you can always do something ten times better. I just like having options and opportunities to do things after another knowing if I miss out on something good, something better will come along =) One year and nine months soon, also Valentine's day. Vegas!

On a different subject,
I know I'm not dumb so I hate when people degrade me as if they're better just because I think differently. Honestly, just because I'm a positive person does not mean I don't go through things in life. How do you think I turned out to be so positive? Don't belittle me as if I don't know anything about life, trust me, I shouldn't even be knowing the things I know at this age. You can't accept the fact I can actually go through mishaps and not complain then it's not me with the problem. I'm happy the way I am, I love the way I am, a bit clumsy but I am who I am and I will never ever second guess myself or doubt for a fact who I truly am.