Thursday, February 12, 2009

Nothing Better.

Am I the only one bothered by comb-over bangs? It's like, I don't know. I can't even begin how to explain it. And including to that, I think teased hair looks absolutely ridiculous. Well mainly when it's really teased to a point it looks like Edward Scissorhands' hair. Glad I got that out in the open. I just rather have my hair look healthy and shiny =) Buttttttt it's still dead, no more split ends though!

Anyway, I love doing yoga and pilates. I like the fact that I'm already small so I don't need a major workout to get myself in shape or lose weight. I don't need to waste time/money to go to the gym when I can just do pilates at home =) I feel so refreshed afterwards too. 15 minutes of pilates, 20 minutes of yoga then cardiovascular exercises and that's all I do everyday =) And I don't have to skip meals or starve myself to lose weight, I eat all I want and still balance everything out.

Except I crave Boiling Crab and KFC too often now.

I enjoy spontaneity. I want to meet another spontaneous individual who enjoys adventures and doing risky things as much as I do (except rollercoasters.) We could take a flight out to New York or even San Fran or wake up at 4 in the morning and drive for hours to nowhere to watch the sunset at different angles for all I care because we're just being spontaneous and think life's too short so we want to enjoy every bit of it. Something serendipitous, you know? I don't think I'm too young to not do anything, I can if I set my mind to it. Age doesn't prevent us from doing the things we want to, fear does.

Fate just takes on a big role in everything.

When Kevin and I started dating, we used to say how much we want to marry each other. Now, we've stopped. It shows me how real our love is. As odd as that sounds, it's true. You can't predict or plan the future, why set plans for things that can change later on? You look into it too much or expect way more than what it is then you'll just end up disappointed. Why not just let it be what it already is. We're not in that infatuation stage anymore like we were back then when we started dating. That whole puppy love and never fighting sunshine and rainbow phase is over, now we fight for what we want because we love each other, we let each other know how we feel because we're not afraid to be unhappy, we live for now, not the past nor the future. It's the 'I care about you, you care about me, we're in this together so you don't have to worry, I love you' type love<3>Fate.

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