"Being happy,

doesn't neccessarily mean you have everything in life, just the things that's important to you and make your life that much easier and better."

Spring break obviously doesn't feel like Spring Break for me because everyday is like Spring Break! Which is a good thing I guess, but people don't always have a lot of time to play like me so I always have to work around their schedule. But it's not like I go play all the time since I work everyday from 11AM-9PM, and closing takes an hour so I don't get home until 10ish or 11. Everybody calls me a work-aholic now! =( I'm just on the verge of becoming independent. I've already established being emotionally independent so why not try and do both? I'm happy, I'm reaaaal happy as of lately. Things have been falling in its place, I feel like it's because I'm putting it there or I'm fine if it isn't. I'm just as positive as can be right now and I know everyone tells me it's impossible to always be happy or optimistic, but I am truly grateful.

"You don't always need to have everything together."

Sometimes, I actually really do even if I'm a mess.

Kevin's uncle 8ball's and Co Kelly's engagement is this Saturday and I need to look for a vietnamese (chinese?) dress. Pretty excited because I always love dressing up and hanging out with his family. Yes, we're still not together but it's not weird at all because we're always good on that friend level. Just no boyfriend and girlfriend stuff. We still love each other but you can't expect us to get over each other right away ya'know.

I miss the guys so much, they have no idea. I have been thinking about them everyday. I was just thinking about all the stuff they ever did, how they welcomed me into their group and treated me so nice because I was Kevin's girlfriend. They all treated me like their little sister sometimes, and they were always down to have fun and be around. Stay up guys<3

Other than that, life's good to me. I finally watched Fast and the Furious yesterday, it was just so intense I wanted to jump out of my seat because I was so pumped with anticipation when they were racing. I cannot wait for my baby! I really do want it just I don't want it to get complicated finding the foreign car parts. My dad's planning to get me an rsx, well he's looking into it because Kim told him that's the car I would like, so cross my fingers! =) But drivers ed, pink slip, license where are you?

Just because I know what I want and I won't stop until I get it does not mean I'm spoiled..I hate when people stereotype that about me because they have no idea the struggles I actually go through to get where I am today. You don't know my hustle, you'll never understand my struggle.

Havefaith, always<3