Biting off more than I can chew,

I always want what I want, and if I don't get what I want sometimes, I just simply don't try and let go. But sometimes I want more than I can actually get. Who said it's bad to have high expectations? Especially when you know exactly what you're capable of achieving.

There's no such thing as too much of a good thing. Just how much you change or have change after you get everything you ever want and need.


Change is so inevitable. Although there are some changes I hate, I'm always going to try and adapt because it's for the better.

All I can say from this situation is that in the end, everybody is selfish. But who is it to blame? Everyone is just looking out for their own good. I'm selfish too, I know it. I can honestly say that I can care less about something if it burdens me. Like everyone else, I really just want to be happy. It's what I want, not what everyone wants. I just hate how everyone expects me to give them what they need but they don't do it in return. I don't want to be that person anymore who bites their tongue and try to not let people down. If I do then I do, what I can assure them is that if you depend on me for something and I said I'll do it, you're damn right I will not let you down but don't expect anything from me without me even knowing it.

I ended things with Kevin because I didn't want to be with someone who doesn't think about me. Then I get caught up with nothing but guys who are inconsiderate and only think for themselves. And they wonder why I put my guards up...on the real.