Honestly, I don't ever regret the things I say or the things I write on here because it's how I feel. I will never apologize for how I feel because it's just how I feel. You can't help the way you feel or force yourself to not feel anything. I won't ever just voice it either. This is me, on the real ya'know. If you can't deal with it then it's not my problem, but don't act like you know what's really going on with me or how I feel because you don't. Unless you got some clarification or confirmation straight from my mouth then don't act like you know and assume my intentions are out there to make you look bad or to hurt you. Don't ever look into things too much because there's always more to it.
Grunion running tonight was a bust because Seal Beach was crowded. But I had fun sitting on the sand spending quality time with my cuzzos and aunt pigging out and playing with Adrianne. I love nights like these. After awhile just headed home, I would've slept over but I'm playing volleyball tomorrow with the guys. When I got home found out Andrew went grunion running too but at Hungtington Beach and he got so much fishes :( Oh we0zzz, tomorrow (later today) will be a fun day for sure. Volleyball then beaching it, at night around 2 AM head out for the track meet and the next day volleyball again I assume. Ha ha ha. I'm so excited with Summer plans, partying really isn't my thing so I'm just not really down for them. I only like going to close friends kickbacks or parties where I know everyone rather than a random party. It just isn't my hype, I don't want to be that kind of girl to be out there. Definitely not my lifestyle, I should seriously move back to the bay area or somewhere else =) I belong in LA, I swear.
different<3
Friday, June 26, 2009
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