stuck with each other,

I'm currently loving that song right now, it's so cute =)

I know I believe in a lot of cliches and may be a bit naive but some things totally hits me straight to the heart and makes me melt.

I don't want anything with anyone, nonetheless, a relationship. I realized how reckless I can be with people's hearts but it's never my intentions to hurt anyone. Sometimes...it just happens. I do miss being with someone at times but who doesn't? It's pretty much only because you're so used to them or did like them a lot, in the end I feel so much more happier now. Surprisingly. And this bring me to a conversation I had with Henry awhile back, how guys really are. Especially how they are towards me. Sometimes I just feel like an object to them, or a thing, and I really hate to be a thing. I really want someone who would treat me more than that, like a human being and know how to sweep me off my feet at the same time. Everyone said I should be "flattered" but it just makes me feel as if everyone sees me for what is in front of them and not get to know me for who I truly am. People always have misinterpretations about me. I need someone who isn't shallow, who really wants me for me, because at least I know I can really be myself with them regardless whatever. For now, I'm just guarded.

1. We barely started being friends again, stop assigning me yours.
2. I hate how you're a jerk to me and I looked out for you.
3. I don't mean to hurt you by what I said, you just have to understAnd I can't help how I feel.
4. Zooey DesChanel is too perfect.
5. Matt and Kim-Daylight is my new favorite song.
6. SUPPPPPPP HENRY =)

Enough about that. I keep getting my dates all messed up, I talked to Patrick and kept thinking today is Friday. I think I'm way too excited for the track meet, I really can't wait to go. All I do is think about cars now, nonstop. I'm always thinking about cars, sadly I know more about cars than most of my guy friends. Ha ha ha. I've been hanging out with my guys a lot and I wouldn't have it any other way. I love them to deafffffffffffffffth! :) I love late nights with friends that turns into mornings, it's seriously the best thing. And volleyball all day, errrday? Even better. Hopefully James Tran will finish fixing my bike soon so I can go biking with Andrew starting next week at the beach. I'm really trying to get in shape because even though I'm only 99lbs it doesn't mean I'm necessarily healthy. Plus it doesn't hurt to stay fit so I'm planning to run more at the beach. I love being active, especially since it's Summer I just want to go out there and see the world. I'm so ready to conquer the world, one day at a time.