best I ever had,

I've been pretty lost for words lately. Like nothing, nothing at all can describe or even come close to explaining how I'm feeling lately. I've been feeling my best I guess, and I'm more than happy.

Well as of yesterday I gave Zooey away. I knew I couldn't keep her and had to give her away sooner or later but I didn't know it was going to be so soon. I am happy for her that she has a nice home and dogs to play with now but she was like my baby. I seriously cried so much just reminiscing about her. I don't cry a lot, sometimes I don't even cry at all, but I just couldn't stop bawling when I thought about her. I'm glad that her new owner is willing to keep me updated with her and let me come visit her whenever I want but it'll just be weird not having her around. No one to come and pound on my window at 9 in the morning, no one to steal my food out of my hand, no one to pounce on me nonstop, and whine for hours. Everyone loved her so much too and all of my friends loved playing with her. The cutest thing I will never forget about her is that she always growls and barks at her own shadow. She really made a lot of difference being around the house, all the things to the big things. From biting every single thing there is in my house, chewing on my Paul Frank seat, digging up all of these miscellaneous things from the ground, all the noises she makes, I wouldn't mind putting up with it. But at least I know that her owner is legit and is capable of taking good care of her. I'm so happy I got to keep her as long as I could. Goodbye baby, I will always love you Zooey<3


On a lighter note, Summer is just constantly getting better and better. I have this feeling of relief and I'm always so light hearted. I can't wait to go biking once I get my bike fixed, hopefully I won't get darker. Since I'm pale I don't get dark, I get sunburn =( Everything's gradually falling together though. I love being occupied, I love spending time with people I love and having time flies by like nothing because that's how much fun I'm having with them.

Had Thai Chili with my mom, Kim and Tifffy yesterday to make up for my mom's birthday. Food was really good but I recommend to never ever, get the Thai Tea ice cream from there because they never fully churn it. I got a really bad food coma afterwards though but I had such a great time talking to my siblings and my mom. I love spending time with them, they're like my main girls no doubt.

And this Saturday I'm sooo excited to go to the race track! =) I really, really, reallllllllly am hoping I do not get sunburn. I'm planning to do all of my permit and drivers stuff before July ends. Everyone's getting their license already and don't even have my permit but it's okay though, I talked to my mom and sisters about the car I'm going to get. I just want my car so bad that I'm trying to do all of my driver's stuff so I can get it as soon as possible =) I really want a black EVO now, it's sooo nice but I'm sticking with an AE86. I rather have a play car right now since I'm young and just work hard for a luxury car later on. Also I hope I get my job! =) It'll be sooo fun working, and I can't get the Bar & Grill job because I'm not 18 nor 21 to serve drinks anyway.

I hope all the surprises and adventures this Summer will just keep coming because I love it. I feel like I don't have time to think about unnecessary things and surprisingly, almost nothing at all bothers me. But I'm just going to take it in one day at a time and live my life =) It's so much better when you don't know where you're heading...


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