I don't know how you could say to my friend that you're hurt and that you really messed up when clearly, if you would've told me that yourself then there still could've been a chance between us. Well that was two months ago, I'm sure you don't feel the same anymore. Just like I said, my heart has left, and no one can get their hands on it. My mentality when it comes to guys is that I don't need them. In a way, I think my mom being a single mother really impacted me on being independent and alone without needing a guy because if my mom can do all of these things by herself and take on big challenges all by herself then so can I. I really don't play hard to get, I don't act like I'm too good, I just know my worth and know that I deserve the best and only the best. Guys who get intimidated too easily by me needs to grow a back bone if they want to be with someone at all.
Sunday, August 30, 2009
everything is never as it seems,
I need to go on an eat-a-sh*t-load diet or something. I hate when everyone gives me sh*t for my weight or tell me I'm too skinny when I actually think I'm really fit since I do work out a lot and I'm active. I just have the worst eating habits since I'm always lazy to eat. Plus I don't restrict myself from food, I really do eat a lot, but depends on what it is because I'm somewhat picky when it comes to food. I just like what I like and want them how I want them. Right now, I need a Big Mac. Too much things are in the back of my head and I don't want to think about it.
I don't know how you could say to my friend that you're hurt and that you really messed up when clearly, if you would've told me that yourself then there still could've been a chance between us. Well that was two months ago, I'm sure you don't feel the same anymore. Just like I said, my heart has left, and no one can get their hands on it. My mentality when it comes to guys is that I don't need them. In a way, I think my mom being a single mother really impacted me on being independent and alone without needing a guy because if my mom can do all of these things by herself and take on big challenges all by herself then so can I. I really don't play hard to get, I don't act like I'm too good, I just know my worth and know that I deserve the best and only the best. Guys who get intimidated too easily by me needs to grow a back bone if they want to be with someone at all.
"Quit falling so easily Jenn, you know better." -subconscious.
I don't know how you could say to my friend that you're hurt and that you really messed up when clearly, if you would've told me that yourself then there still could've been a chance between us. Well that was two months ago, I'm sure you don't feel the same anymore. Just like I said, my heart has left, and no one can get their hands on it. My mentality when it comes to guys is that I don't need them. In a way, I think my mom being a single mother really impacted me on being independent and alone without needing a guy because if my mom can do all of these things by herself and take on big challenges all by herself then so can I. I really don't play hard to get, I don't act like I'm too good, I just know my worth and know that I deserve the best and only the best. Guys who get intimidated too easily by me needs to grow a back bone if they want to be with someone at all.
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