go with zeeee flow,

I don't want to like you, I just don't. I don't know. You're different from me, but I mean, all the guys who are the total opposite of me are the ones who attracts me the most. Sometimes it's a good thing because it keeps things interesting but it's terrible when our mindset is completely different and I have different values/morals. But we're sooo chill though, I like our friendship. It's always funny to clown on you but I just hate hearing about your hook-ups because honestly, I can't stand that scandalous ordeal. And it's not as if it was last month, it was daysss ago. I hate guys who flirt around with girls and I hate even more, guys who "hook up." It's like, how can I have a relationship with someone if I don't even know if it's a fling or not to them. I think it's really best if we remain friends and nothing more. I pretty much rather have the friendship than to be with them and end up breaking up and not having the friendship at all. We'll just see, Summer's almost over and I know that we won't hang out as much anymore...buttttt, you do live kind of close to me. I guess if I ever want to be with someone, I need to look past their mistakes and habits, and what they did and have done, otherwise I'll just constantly look back on the past and won't allow myself to see more into the future.

Well everyone just left my house right now, it was a pretty fun night. Guppy's with everyone then back to my house to chill, real talk some more. I really want it to be like this every single day...