So the whole month of February has been the most interesting month of my life, so far. A lot of ups, many downs. I lost a few people, but gained a lot of experiences, wisdom and even new friendships and bond. I was really confused with what was going on in my life but I think I am slowly, but surely collecting myself again.
I don’t regret any of the decisions I’ve made, in life and in general. I won’t ever. If they’re bad decisions then I’ll learn from them, but nonetheless, life is about creating yourself and becoming who you want to be. If I never made any wrong turns then I would never know how to make things right. I am still figuring myself out everyday, and learning from everything that comes my way.
I admit, the world has made me hard and cold. Such a shame, though. Goodbye to the sweet girl I used to be. Hello to the girl I didn’t know I can be. I no longer take anyone’s shit and I was always careless to begin with. I don’t let things get in my way, and I will always do what makes me happy. Neither will I let things get to me. Although I do admit, certain things really did get to me but I don’t live life dwelling on the past. The past is the past, it should stay there. I’m only going to move forward and I’m going to take with me the things I want in my life. If it means eliminating some people then that’s completely fine with me.
By the end of the day I tend to ask myself,”have anything I’ve done made me any happier?” And the answer is always a yes. Most definitely.
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