I haven't been sleeping for the past couple of days. Or not sleeping as much as I want to. It started with me staying up 'til 8 AM to watch Xmen episodes, then gradually, I would try to find anything to make me stay awake. I honestly think that I'm at war with sleep. I don't want to give into it and let it win. I know, I'm weird. I just feel as if there's so many things for me to discover! And rather than sleeping, I can be unraveling things right now. Even if I'm in my own room. A new book, a new location, recipe, events, something new. Like sleep can be such a waste of time sometimes.
Surprisingly, I'm not as tired as I thought I would be though. I still manage to wake up early in the morning to go to Disneyland and come home exhausted, yet still stay awake 'til 4 or 5. I worked earlier this morning too, and I remember being dead tired, yet I'm still wide awake. Might I add, I'm hungry and craving pizza as well. Perfect timing, right? But I've already brushed my teeef, and now I'm just watching short zombie films. I say I hate zombies and I'm scared but I'm just so darn interested in it. I've already made plans on how to survive if it was to happen.
By the way, I finally went to the gym yesterday night. Did the usual two mile walk on the treadmill. If you know me then you'd know that I do not and will not ever run. At least not at my own will. I have tried running a few times, but I get tired quickly. Normally, I'll pretend that the treadmill is a runway...I tried keeping up with a minimal jog yesterday, so I just kept telling myself I'm running away from zombies. Little did I know, I started daydreaming about it, and then pretended that some of the people working out were zombies and pretended to shoot them. Hand motion and everything...my mind wanders sometimes. I can get so caught up without even realizing it. And I've been playing too much Black Ops.
That's what I do. I daydream in bed and I play scenarios in my head or things that I wish to happen, and it just keeps going on and on and on until I fall asleep. Sometimes it takes hours. If I'm lucky I'll fall asleep within two hours of laying in bed, other times, I lay there for about 6 hours until the sun comes up then suddenly my body gives in and I finally fall asleep.
I wonder if a zombie apocalypse is possible, but no one dies. Everyone just continues to live, and never ever die. I wonder how that will work...we'll all be zombies then, right? Sometimes I wish mutants were real. Without the bad villains and all. I want to be Rogue! Not the pansy one in the real Xmen movies played by Anna Paquin. The legit, badass one in Marvel Xmen. Or I'm always hoping to witness a meteor falling from the sky, and I run to it, and just by touching it it'll give me super powers. That'd be so awesome.
Time to try and get some shut eye, if not, at least daydream some more until I fall asleep. Gooosenye world xx.
No comments:
Post a Comment