Too tired to be inspired,

I've been feeling pretty down and uninspired lately. I don't know what it is, I've been feeling out of place. I guess you can say it's one of those days...boy do I hate those days. I refused to go out or to meet up with friends all day. I took my mom to run errands in the morning and had a nice lunch, but horrible Asian food, with her. Bought V for Vendetta and The Italian Job, my favorites. Was planning to watch it when I got home but I koed from 5-11 PM. I've been lacking sleep without even realizing how tired I actually was. I honestly thought that I had so much energy that I can go on for days running on three to four hours of sleep, but little did I know, I started to crash slowly. Thursday night when I was supposed to go to the lounge for one of my old friend's birthday with some old faces, I basically knocked out in the car. Didn't even make it inside. How embarrassing is that? To finally see your friends again and then crashing the minute you got to the club. I've never been drunk, so it wasn't that, I just started to feel so sleepy in the ride there. Afterward was Timmy's surprise dinner that I put together for him, and I was sleeping at the table. Let's just say, never again will I let myself go days without sleeping.

I need to realize how important my body is to me. I mean, I do, but I don't take good care of it as much as I used to. I used to be such a health freak, and now I'm just a lazy bum. My friends make fun of me all of the time and say I'm a fat man stuck in a little girls body. I honestly think that I take advantage of my body because I know that I won't get fat or anything. I'm sort of contemplating whether I should become a vegetarian again, though. I enjoyed it before, but I was lacking so much iron that my hair didn't grow, I couldn't (still can't) donate blood, and I hate going out to eat with friends. Even now I still don't like meat and I feel bad when my friends want to work around what to eat just for me. On the otherhand, I'm pretty open-minded so I would try anything and everything at least once to decide if I like it or not. I have a lot of new things I'd like to try this Summer.

The only thing that have been making me feel inspired is traveling posts. Just the thought of it is bliss. I just want to travel already and go out there and see the world! So I thought, maybe I can do something different this Summer. Travel more + visit new food joints and actually document my experiences. Two of my favorite things to do, eat and travel. I'm kind of egggcited. I do take pictures of what I eat, etc, but, I want to visit places that are one of kind and out of the ordinary. I've been to numerous of restaurants and food joints that was either a miss for me, or I end up adoring the place so much I go to it so often until I get sick of it. I want an unforgettable Summer, an amazing one.

My adventure starts now.