Patience is a virtue,

All day, well, lately actually, patience has been something that I've been tested with. I'm always so patient with others, I would wait and wait and wait because I know I would want them to be patient with me. But lately, its just too much. I hate waiting around for something that may never happen. I hate waiting around for something that might not ever come. Every time I'm close to giving up on waiting, I remind myself that patience is a virtue and I continue to wait some more. Sometimes it's worth it, sometimes it's just time wasted.

So when do you know when to give up and walk away? I like to believe that good things come to those who wait. BUT, I also believe bad things come to those who don't go out there and make it happen themselves. Because as safe as waiting is, you could be missing other opportunities just sitting around. I feel like Buddha is testing me, he's trying to teach me a lesson, but I have no idea what the lesson is because I've been waiting around for so long and it's getting close. I'm running out of time and the only thing I can do now is hope for the best.