kill them with kindness.

Should I give up or should I keep on chasing pavements, even if it leads no where...

For the longest time I felt that love in you, I felt like no matter what happened love will be with us to guide us through our relationship. I thought we were one of those couples who are committed and smart enough to make it work. But I was so wrong. You idea of a relationship is different from me, what you think it's okay or fine isn't good enough for me. I'm not asking for a lot, I'm asking for you to actually be my boyfriend. No buts, what-ifs, or maybes. I need to know if you still love me, or if you even love me to begin with. You may think you love me just because we've been together for so long, but that isn't love. That's suffocation. It's as if you only love me because you have to, because it's like a routine, it's like you don't know why you love me or the reasons you love me but you love me because you think it's the right thing to do. Not how you really feel.