from you.
I feel as if my life is being so rushed. Because I am rushing it of course. I want to do everything at once, I want to do it all, I want to just get where I want to be. I've stopped believing in waiting, you know how people say patience is a virtue. Well sometimes you can't wait, sometimes you shouldn't wait. If you want something just go out there and get it. When you wait, you have expectations, you have high hopes, you anticipate for it, and in the end, sometimes it doesn't even come. But if you went out there and try to get what you want, at least you know that you had it for a second or even came close to having it than waiting for years for it to come and it doesn't.
Everyone tells me I'm too young. That I should calm down and live my life. I am living my life; actually I'm living my life better than I have ever before. Just because I'm young does not mean I should be going around doing stupid things everyone else my age is doing. Age defines nothing, it does not define me, it does not define who I am. I know what I know, and I'm going to apply it to how I live everyday so I can be happy.
I personally think growing up quickly is a good thing, the more you know the easier life gets.
I am happy. I know a lot of things is going on right now but I can't just stop living my life just because it's no longer like how it was before. I just have to adapt to what I can't change and have faith everything's going to be okay in the end. I am at the top of the world right now, and nothing can stop me.
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I really am not playing hard to get, I'm just not interested. Hence the fact I have a boyfriend...
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