Lovinnnnnnn' life,

I had such a great night for Robbie's birthday =) I have such cute friends. What kind of party is it if it's not on a party bus! Ha ha ha. Headed out around 6 and arrived at Santa Monica Pier with everyone. Highlight of my night was using the men's restroom! I was THAT desperate and the line for the women's restroom was extremeeeeeely long. The best part was the ride home when...well they know why =) I assume my voice is going to be gone by tomorrow with all the screaming I did. Bring on the Summer nights!

Taqueria runs are my absolute favorite. Especially when it's at 5 in the morning =) I love Summer, more Seaside runs too! I really hope I get to go to San Francisco this year, my second home<3

It's funny how I knew we wouldn't make it but you made me keep having hopes that we could...I doubt you and you proved me right. Now when I go to my getaway place, it's going to remind me of you. I hate that, how you impacted a place I love so much and now I don't want to go therebecause it's just going to remind me of you. But it is MY place, not our's, so I hope when I go to clear my thoughts, it won't bring me back to you.

I am so loving life right now, I don't know what's different but something in me has changed. I don't know what did, but it did for the better. I can't stop smiling =) I feel great, I feel great about myself. I think for a moment I lost myself but I found myself again.

Everything's going to be okay in the end, if it's not okay, it's not the end. Alwaysss have faith<3