yes he loved her a lot. More than he has loved any girl in his life. He let her in his life, he let her in his family, he let her in his heart. His cousin and her became extremely close friends and her relationship with his family could not be measured. She was heads over heels in love with him and they were basically best friends. He used to tell all of his friends he wanted to marry her, it was her, she's the one. He made a bet with his best friend that they both are going to get marry when they get older. She knew in her heart it was him, the one she's going to fall in love with. He would skate to her house at 4 in the morning, she would walk the distance to his house just to see him. When he goes out, she would wait for him at home and hang out with his family. She would cook eggs and sausages for them to eat almost everyday after school because that's all she knew how to cook. He would call her up every morning to wake up for school and sometimes when they were lazy, he would pick her up and they would both ditch school just to sleep in together. He loved going to sleep at night with her next to him, he loved even more waking up and seeing she's still there. He was kind hearted, sweet, amazing to her. She loved him with everything she got, every single bone in her body loved him. She kept him out of trouble, although they fought almost all the time, their love was real. Nothing but unconditional love for one another.
But things started to fall apart. It was no longer in their control when things blew out of proportion. He was dishonest, she was dishonest with herself. She was never happy, never satisfied, she gave him the ultimatum to change; not for her but for their relationship. He never wanted to have to come home to someone or go through her for anything. He wanted to have fun and do whatever he wanted. She wanted someone she can trust and doesn't ever need to worry about what situation he could get himself in. She woke up one day and said, "enough is enough."
She moved on, and he grew bitter."
And as things change drastically, my whole life changed, I realized growth is just a part of life. I can't stop it, I can't help it, I don't want to change it, I'll just let it happen and allow it to change my life.
Monday, July 13, 2009
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